my mom and dad are now back in pinas. after almost 2 months here in thailand they're both back in lipa.
gosh i miss them so much. lalo na my mom. she stayed with me for a month and almost a month din with kuya. when they were with kuya in bangkok, i would phone for like 3 million times per day. we talked about everything and gossiped about other people [he he sama ng ugali].
allan and i were in bangkok yesterday. i wanted to be there naman to say bye. afternoon pa lang i was already asking myself if i was gonna cry again like i did when they left udon. i thought i wouldn't na kase mom and i were together the whole day shopping. kwento kwento, tawa tawa and then mega shopping talaga.
allan and i had to leave early kse we already bought tickets going back to udon. when it was time to say goodbye, i did not really feel like crying until i hugged and kissed my dad goodbye. it was so hard to let go of the hug. i kissed him 2 or three times and said: "wag kayong mag-aaway ha!" i could see that my dad was really trying hard to fight back the tears. then i went and hugged mom and kissed her. ayan, hagulgol queen na naman ako. my mom cried too while si kuya pang-asar tumawa.
i just really miss my mom, my dad too. kahit nga ngayon na i'm just recounting what happened yesterday, naiiyak na naman ako.
i just hope that i was able to give them a good time. when i was younger my mom and i used to fight over the silliest things. pero ngayon, we just talk like bestfriends. and i kind of like the idea that my mom shares everything with me, no secrets.
i really miss her and kahit na i know that saying this a million times over just won't take away the sadness, i can't help but say it and cry.
hay.it's not fair. i want them here with us.
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